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At nineteen, in my first year away from foster care, I had this homely landlady, in her fifties, who took good care of me, and charged a fair rent…I kept pestering her to tie me up, at our Friday evening meal at her kitchen table, and she kept refusing. I kept at it, and finally she gave in, with considerable irritation, and tied my wrists behind my back, with a length of strong cord. “Happy?” she snapped, and when I said “Where’s the blindfold?” She sighed heavily, looked around, then snatched her old gardening trench-coat off the back door, and tossed it over my head, knotting the sleeves tight round my neck, then using the belt for a gag.
“Happy NOW?” she demanded.
“Mmmmmmmmmffff!” I went, and she said acridly “I’ll take that for a ‘yes’….” Then she added
“This is my Bingo night, and I’m already cutting it close time-wise, so…have fun and I’ll see you later!”
What seemed an eternity later, she returned, sounding somewhat lit up.
Went for drinks with a couple of ladies I know…told them what you made me do, and they all agreed you must be desperate for s**, and I was a fool if I didn’t take advantage of that…now I can see that lump in your pants, and I’m assuming they were correct! I really don’t know what to do, at this point…but the booze is making me pretty daring, so…”
She pulled me to my feet, and yanked my sweat-pants down to my ankles, revealing my ever-growing erection, out in the open, exposed and vulnerable.
“A sight for sore eyes! God, it’s been SO long, I almost forgot what these things looked like! I suppose like all males, you expect me to take it in my mouth!”
“Mmmmmmm – mmmmmm!” I managed, with a shake of my sheathed head.
“No? Really? I’m shocked! Well in that case you must want me to m********* you!”
“Mmmmmmmmmmm!” I went, with an emphatic nod.
“Knew there had to be something! I hated having to do that constantly for my late unlamented husband, but it might be different now, when I’m completely in charge, and you are so invitingly endowed, unlike him!”
Two hours later, having been denied o***** ruthlessly, and expertly, it seemed, I was moaning and gasping, and making muffled begging and pleading noises, now at my full eight inches.
“Hell – I’ve come THIS far!” she said angrily, and took me by the testicles and led me stumbling blindly to her bedroom, pushing me over onto it, and climbing on top of me with surprising agility for her age. She settled down slowly, impaling herself on my erection, almost tenderly, and starting the age-old rhythm of love, or lust, – r*** even!
“You better not disappoint me young man, or I will get REALLY angry, and you do NOT want to deal with an angry me! Not if you want to see daylight before Tuesday morning!” I remembered this was a three-day weekend, and decided I better not let myself c** before she allowed it.

That weekend was memorable, and I urged her to repeat it, as long and as often as circumstances allowed, which she did, and for two full years, we did some variation of this at every possible opportunity…I eventually married her – two or three more years of maturity on me, and frequent visits to the beauty-parlor for her, and nobody seemed to see anything wrong, at the civil ceremony…

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Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker