It's mentally exhausting to be with my grandma. Everytime she spoke, she would do it in passive-aggressive tone. When she is angry with me, she'd give

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It’s mentally exhausting to be with my grandma. Everytime she spoke, she would do it in passive-aggressive tone. When she is angry with me, she’d give silent treatment and exploded if I admit my mistake. Either that or she pretended it never happened, it’s sickening. When I was so stressed at my thesis, she kept putting me down and talked crap how I took after my mom and dad (they’re divorced). How I’m a devil in disguise. Mind you I always got the best grade and never went home late. I even abandoned my best friend because she said my friend will hurt me, and back then I foolishly believed her. When my lecturer asked for my number since I helped her in the research, grandma told me the lecturer was using me. But the lecturer has always given me credit and greet me.. one time I lost hope, I want to kms with all the pressure..she just said to do it with anger. Hah..f***..if it weren’t for wish to repay my mom, if it were..f***..I often massaged her at night cuz she’s easily sick, and when she slept, my tears would fall silently cuz I hate her. I hate touching her. And I hate myself for hating her..I don’t want my feeling to be easily affected.

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While visiting my sis in law i went to the bathroom, as i sat taking a s*** i saw the laundry basket was open, there were my nieces p******, i picked them out, smelled them, pissy damp on these disney p******,,,, i imagined my niece after school masterbating her junior p**** no hair and shot my load all into them, a knock and i tossed them back in the basket. i said hangon, flushed sprayed and opened door. it was my niece. your all red, i walked out she went in, 2 minutes later walking out looking at me then went in her room, closing the door, she had ther p****** in her hand

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