I don't flaunt my looks either. I like myself, I honestly would not want to be something ne else, but I do try to take care of myself and I'm not flawless

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I don’t flaunt my looks either. I like myself, I honestly would not want to be something ne else, but I do try to take care of myself and I’m not flawless either. I’m definitely not flawless, but with me, although people would say differently, they have said differently, I know I’m a likeable guy. I win over people fairly quickly, genuinely. I’ve done it countless times and not even with trying but better my myself. There’s also such a thing as energy one puts out there. It’s not all about looks but that’s also not to say I don’t have people hate me for whatever reason too. I get hated for whatever reason as much as I am liked for wherever reason.

Really though, none of it matter much to me. I guess you could say I got over it all and my brain has been dragged through the mud, hot and cold during a particular time for so long, I’ve given up believing the good or the bad and I just don’t care. I just genuinely to buy or believe anything. I pay no attention to it, it’s over my head. It doesn’t matter to me. I’ve learned it’s the least stressful way to look at things. It’s also kind of a relief to me because if it’s genuine, just on the off chance it’s genuine, that’s all I need. That’s good enough for me. It’s selfish and might hurt people, but I’m alright just knowing that I’m genuinely liked. For whatever reason. It’s all I need, but don’t ask or look for. Selfish? Yeah, maybe but I’m not intentionally leading people on I’m just indifferent. Maybe it’s that I know it will very likely turn to s*** anyway if things were to go any further so I don’t try or invest? I would rather concentrate on things that are guaranteed like work and driving the boat that is my life? I don’t feel I need anything else at this point, maybe ever?

Lol oks are one thing, but I’m also not stupid to believe they matter all that much but still, at the very least I like to take care of myself. Not be over weight, be ripped even. My face and “looks are what they are even though I’m far from perfect. I have clean, but ugly teeth. My hair ain’t what it used to be, but like I said it’s also about being confident in it and carrying ng it, owning it, and also the energy you put out. If you don’t like something, and it’s fixable, fix it. I do.

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While visiting my sis in law i went to the bathroom, as i sat taking a s*** i saw the laundry basket was open, there were my nieces p******, i picked them out, smelled them, pissy damp on these disney p******,,,, i imagined my niece after school masterbating her junior p**** no hair and shot my load all into them, a knock and i tossed them back in the basket. i said hangon, flushed sprayed and opened door. it was my niece. your all red, i walked out she went in, 2 minutes later walking out looking at me then went in her room, closing the door, she had ther p****** in her hand

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My first time was with an adult when I was a preteen. I was expecting to enjoy it or I never would have allowed it to happen but it was not what I guess I was expecting from what I heard and even seen in movies, read in articles and of course the rumors from my friends. Penetration was uncomfortable, just a few humps and he orgasmed into me. No kissing, not even telling me that I was pretty. He announced he was done and told me not to tell my mom and encouraged me to m********* quickly before leaving his apartment. I just went to the bathroom to wipe and I left feeling USED. I have never been with another man ever since. I identify as lesbian for a good reason.