We have an open relationship (on her end) – she gives me everything I could ask for s*******, and she’s willing to do more, but she’s not open to me playing with guys, so… there’s that, and it remains a little bit off-limits, which is still hot. You can’t always have everything you want all the time. So, when those perfect opportunities come along, it’s even hotter. It’s been a while, and it would be nice to have a regular thing going as I have with straight friends, where we ask each other for help with little things, share opinions and interests, and maybe grab beers, go camping, or fishing, etc. If I had a friend like that who wanted to give me head or let me f*** his big a**, that would be awesome. It’s just hard to figure out who’s interested in that without potentially f****** everything up.

I’m going to explore the topic a little more someday, very loosely, and see how tolerant and respectful he is in that area, toward other people living their own lives. If it goes well, I’ll see how he responds to the story of my old roommate who was straight-acting bi, and I’ll see how much of the story he wants to know. Maybe it’ll turn into something over beers and weed. We’ll see.