to the narcissist: You said I was all you needed but always treated me like I didnt matter. you forced me to be ok with it. You said you´d always be my

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to the narcissist:
You said I was all you needed but always treated me like I didnt matter. you forced me to be ok with it. You said you´d always be my friend but neglected me while being present for anyone else. You forced me to be ok with it. You took away my sleep and my peace while dumping your stress and trauma on me, scaring me, talking crap about your exes and friends, your brother, your dad, everybody you met was stupid, crazy, ugly, loser, tyrant, nazi, too emotional. I was not ok with it and felt confused. You pretended I did something wrong because I wasn´t ok any more how you treated me and spoke up. I had to apologise for my reaction while you never apologized for the actions that caused them, to keep you in my life cause I cared and still believed you had a good heart. In secret you kept using me to dump your emotions, but I had no friend at all – AT ALL. Not even when my granny died. Never. You dated everyone you met and I had to be ok with it, and you told me details of your, khmm., “adventures” cause I was a “friend” and forced me to be ok with it. You said you will go to Ukraine to die cause you have no family or lover and I had to be ok with it. But now you are getting married, becoming a dad, buying a house, and you are ok with me not being ok that you lied to me, tricked me, made me worry for no reason, used me to purge all that b******* while knowing you never once were honest … Thats deception, thats fraud, it is a crime so of course it is not ok. It is up to police to investigate it. but you know what I am ok with? Finally having the burden taken off my shoulders. Finally being able to sleep without nightmares. I am ok with your friends still not believing me, gaslighting me, shushing me, calling me a liar. I am ok with them thinking you are a great person and giving hearts to your posts. Because YOU know who you are. and I do, too. The only reason you treated me like you did, was because you felt inferior and had to pull me down. and the only reason you treat others well, is cause you are scared they will see through the mask, so they pull YOU down. Mr Narcissist, you know who you are. and Im ok that you are finally gone.

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