I’m sleeping with my best friend of 12 years and he is amazing and is rocking my world- knows all my kinks and s***. Love the guy to death, but he’s got the smallest d*** I’ve ever seen, I can’t feel it AND he’s ugly. Like I have to imagine his voice on a different body ugly. I love who he is. I love what he does but I don’t think I can keep sleeping with him because he’s kinda revolting, worst part is I think he’s falling for me, but we said it would just be a benefit thing.