Yes I like you but not because you are charming or exceptionally good. If I tell the truth you are not humble and sometimes can be pretty annoying but you are a good friend.I like you because you are my only option, because you are close. So it is just infactuation. It happens with me a lot because I am not acquainted with so much attention. I know myself, I feel like I cannot live without you, but i have lived thousands of times when I felt I am dying. My bestie was right in saying that you are the one who can never commit. And I have also seen the practical when one of your friend proposed you and you instantly friendzoned her, but repeatedly told me how much dire need you are in for a girlfriend. So was it all lie or it is just that you too are a flawed and broken and confused individual like everyone else. I would like to think the latter.