Ahh, I think my mind has been changed, or should I say bent and re-wired from experience.

My ideal, is of I meet a woman, women, like I tend to do, I want to be free to do whatever. It isn’t just about s** either, if I click with a woman, I want everything, her, her time and I want her to want me.

But not all the time. I want to be free, and she can too. It’s real easy come easy go with me. I don’t expect or feel entitled. I have matured that way, I don’t get upset, mad, desperate and if we separate, I’m like “yeah alright, I luv you, have a good one, bye” and I let her go. If I was super attached to her, within 1 or 2 weeks it’ll sink in. I will mourn The loss for a few hours that night, miss her, think about things, then I’m done. Not stone cold, but it’s alright.

I like to leave it with a good thought, memory. I want her to think about that if she ever thinks about it. And she will think about it.

My ideal is friends, for real. It’s not fake I’m not completely after s**, but yeah, that too. At any time with whatever woman I happen to click with.