Genuine 2 way attraction.

There is really no substitute. I know I would accept anything less and I don’t just do things for the same of doing them. Many people will, that’s not the way I work.

Like the younger 20 something woman, who is way younger than I am at the coffee shop. It was nice to think about, it’s definitely flattering as hell that at my age, even though, I’m not really that old, a s*** little chick like that feels something, and she does. I know and can tell that she does, there is something. Today I learned her name, and I don’t even know if it was set up with the help of her work mate, I was standing there waiting, she didn’t serve me, but she walked back a forth in front of me behind the counter, I tried to look as neutral, relaxed and non threatening as possible, made sure she knew I at least looked at her, her direction, noticed her nose ring, don’t know why I never did before, maybe I was just paying attention today. She was standing there in front of a coffee machine, I was looking at her, her workmate intensively said “///her name/// look out for a minute…” loudly, almost rude I thought, but it might have been intentional and a show directed at me. There’s at least one other girl there, a foreign girl, middle eastern, who is pretty cute, in a cute way, she’s sweet, but she knows too. I’ve seen them talking both looking at me when I came in there.

It would be nice, but the sensible side of me says I can’t do that. Unfortunately. it’s too big of a gap. 25+ fine, I can’t with good conscience go below that. S****, but I’m kind of resigned at that. It’s just too spaced. I know knew a girl who was under 25 six years ago, 22…. I honestly thought she was older, 24, 25, and nothing happened, but I would have. She thought about it at times too. I know she did. I tried she was sensible at that time. Nicely. NOW, I definitely would with her. 25, turns 26 in a month, maybe even 27, I lost track, but definitely her.