I’ve been single for years. I’ve come across different women who I thought I could build a relationship with. However, I can not commit to one because I’m still in love with my old bestfriend… and I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving her. For that reason alone, I could never be okay with being with someone else while thinking about my old bestfriend. It’s just not fair to the other person..and I wouldn’t just be hurting this other woman, but I would be hurting myself. I can’t hurt another good woman, like how I’ve hurt my old bestfriend. I’m happy with so many parts of my life but I still feel incomplete without her. I f****** love my old bestfriend and I wish i could tell her… she is my everything.
