I use a protractor to self harm. Nobody knows. It getting worse and I’m doing it more frequently, idk how to tell a person. My eating disorder makes it worse and I cut over the fact I feel fat. I cry and cry about my body, so to get out my feelings I self harm. Idk how to stop or what to do. I hate it. My wrist is raw and the flesh bubbles out, my wrist stinks. I feel like if my parents didn’t find out about my eating disorder, I would’ve just gotten skinner and feel good about my self. My parents call me a pig for eating too much, even though they make me because of meal plans. I feel guilty for self harming but it the only way I can go to my own world and express my feelings.