honestly, I can’t stop thinking about my ex-girlfriend Trinity and I know I have a wife and we got back together but every now. Then I keep thinking about trinity and how she made me feel about our relationship and how happy she made me feel and how confident I felt around her every time she would compliment how attractive I was to her. My wife doesn’t do the same thing for me. I don’t want to leave my wife’s side because I know what it was like to be without her during our half a year separation. I haven’t seen my ex since September. I don’t want to be with her but the thought comes and goes of the times she made me feel loved and cared for. I miss the long walks on the beach and I miss our car rides around the port. I miss the city breeze and city walks. I don’t want to think about my ex but f*** i miss the fantasy of the happiness i had.