its just amazing when ever i look at his face how much every bad feeling feels resolved about life. other then i don’t feel good enough anymore but when i was younger i did feel good enough for s** and love but no one would let me have it. it was them saying i was not good enough and them planting the seeds of the negative feelings in me. i couldn’t work out why no one liked me cuz i was ok person as a teen and young adult and only the blind couldn’t see everything great me or the jealous evil people wronging me. who should pay now. cuz i felt worthy when i was young and i don’t now cuz i am old.