On the concept of whether mothers groom their children and my suspicion that it happened with my mother…picking up on my previous post, after she caught me m*********** while peeping on her while she did the same….she came to my room to talk to me. Told me it is not wrong and she was doing as well. She asked me a few questions about how much I was doing it and how it felt. The shocking part (to my 10 year old self) was her saying I did not have to sneak looks/peep on her, that there was no reason either of us could not do so when we needed. That she wanted to watch me do it as i had watched her, or even set aside the time to do so together. She asked what i felt about what i had seen of her m***********. She set some new rules that actually promoted openness. It was a relief in the moment only because it sounded like i was not in trouble but it got weird fast. She asked me if i had had orgasms and i didnt even know what that meant. She tried to explain what o***** was but also said it probably meant that i had not had one. She asked if I would start touching msyelf again and i was nervous and shy but did as I was aaked. And as usual it got frustrating and sore and I stopped. She stood up from sitting next to me and completely disrobed then lay down next to me on her side and head propped on an elbow and just talked softly to me coaching me and i felt something building but still frustrating and tender. She lay on her back and we looked at each other as she slowly masturbated to o*****. When she caught her breath she resumed watching me try to m********* and finally stopped me. She got a bottle of lotion and very very slowly and gently massaged it into my very raw p****. I could not believe the sensations as she slowly taught. E what a womans touch was like over my entire body. I just looked wide eyed and helpless as she smiled at me but eventually she stopped and said we would try again at bedtime. And eventually she taught me how to m*********. It became a near daily shared experience. She was engaging me in a wide s***** spectrum and teaching me her and my pleasure. It continued to expand and escalate and I lost my virginity to her before I even reached puberty. It has continued for 50 years and she is the only woman i have ever been with. And i do not know if it started as a loving mother or whether she simply took advantage of the opportunity that day and formulated a plan.