I miss my ex every day. I’ve dated lots of guys but everytime it gets serious I feel like I’m anchored down and told what I can and can’t do, the guy I’m dating is my best friend and we do get intimate but I’ve never felt like he’s the one I’m going to grow old with in a romantic way 🙁 I see him as a I’m going to grow old in a best friend way. I have dreams every night of finally giving in and going back to my ex, just feeling the waight off my chest, feeling happy again, those stupid butterflies. Worse part is, I think I could definitely get him back if I did good enough