I love you, I love you so much that I can’t find the words.
Not even in a million dictionaries could I excavate words, like pearls, to describe how deeply I feel for you.
But I know I hurt you, every day.
Every episode, flashback, each intrusive memory of mine leaves lacerations on your soul too deep for any of us to heal.
I love you, I want to to grow, to flourish and be happy.

I just don’t know if I can be selfless enough to let you go..