Hi, A! I know we are friends for 4 years now, and I don’t want ruin our friendship by this confession. I know it is natural in you that you are a softie, you’re generous, you’re beautiful inside and out. You always making us happy even if inside of your heart, you are lonely and sad.

I like you, A! I like you since 3 years ago. I’m captivated by your smiles and kind heart. I know, I shouldn’t like you because we’re friends and I should treat you like my own sibling, not as a lover, but I can’t dictate my heart. I tried to so many things to move on from you. I tried to lie low on being your best friend, ’cause the more we get close, the more my feelings grew. I tried to distract my attention by dating a guy. I always reminding myself that you’re off limit,, that I shouldn’t like you because you can’t like girls too, and I shouldn’t like girls either, but still I’m captivated by you. I am hurting when you are hurting too. I can’t say that stay with me, I can treat you better, because I’m only your bestfriend nothing more, nothing less.

I’m hoping that as we graduated, my feelings for you will graduated also. I don’t regret loving you. It was part of my college journey.