I’m a p********. I’m attracted to little girls from 0-9. I know it’s disgusting but I can’t help it. This is how I’ve always been. I used to act on my urges with my niece but I stopped when she reached 9 months. My sister’s having me watch my niece again (she’s 5 now) for a few days and I’ve decided to stop resisting my desires. I’ve set up the basement to be a sort of rudimentary dungeon. I’m gonna r*** her every day. Then, I’m going to kill myself on the last day. I know what prison is like for people like me and I’m not going through that s***. My sister will be here in a few hours. I can’t believe I’m doing this. I feel so disgusted but excited at the same time