I often think of the owners wife and I feel so bad it makes me not hangout with them as much as I did and when I do I feel weird and okward, like I forget how to act or something. I can’t help how I feel when I think about her but it makes me feel so guilty. Her and her husband are so nice to me , every time I think of her I feel like I’m doing her and her husband wrong. I even thought about finding somewhere else to rent, I don’t know it s****.