When finding a gun in the house, realized the potential to snap, which was possible later on, as in future. That’s why, the reason I left. The first ex said that situation didn’t happen, think she was possessed by something from beyond, whom I might have spoke with during that moment. An analogy is a person holding a lit match in one hand, stick of dynamite with fuse the other. I avoided, or changed is a more analogous word, the future was changed by me leaving, which in analogy the match simply burned down to the fingers of that beyond thing, causing it to drop the stick, ending us as an us, by separating, eventual divorce. Not only did I divorce a woman, it was a removal of something potentially harmful, removal of that presence. I am aware now, the alleged entity left the both of us, as it could not survive us alone. She and I remained friends thereafter for a few, her career to a great life, mine as well. Three decades have now passed, don’t know whatever happened to her, keep it like that because to find out would be like digging up a grave or trying to resurrect the dead, creating a door open to that thing that was not good. The situation ended in an old fashioned saying, getting out while the getting was good.
