For so long I wanted to believe that there could have been something much more above in the sky. But the more I got older, the more I realized that this hope is nothing more but an illusion created for a person to persevere in a world that is both unforgiving and cruel. I get it, being a Christian/Catholic is what I was taught of for so long. But the more I went to speak to “God” and the more I placed my hope in him, the more I was in pain, and the more I was hurt by things. So really.. I became an Atheist because I believe that God doesn’t truly exist, and its all in my head. I’d rather be faced with a cruel world of truth then to be in a wondrous world of lies with this religion I was forced to be under my entire life.
