i was a cheater. when i was in 9th grade, i met a guy (he was my senior), we started off as friends so i didn’t give him any malice. during that period of time, i already have a suitor that has been wooing me for a month. me and my senior decided to meet up one night, and i lied to my suitor about it because i know that he won’t let me go alone. as i was getting off the vehicle on my way to our meeting place, i saw my suitor’s friends, and turns out, they’re gonna go to my suitor’s house for a sleepover. at that time, i didn’t know that that was his friends so i carried on. my senior and i did a night walk and at some point, we started holding hands. i am already feeling guilty at this point but i did nothing to resist it. when it was time for me to go home, he kissed me on my cheeks before we parted ways. when i got home, my suitor confronted me about it but i denied everything. up to this day, no one knows about this but me.