every time I think about you, it hurts. But it seems that when I’m with you it all washes away. It’s been like a tug-of-war game for 2 f****** years. I thought it was over but the feeling is always lingering. It’s painful to remember that I couldn’t feel anything when you moved away. It was freeing, honestly. But the truth is that I never let go. And it feels impossible because of how much joy rushes in when I’m with you. I thought I had moved on. F***.
