How many years has it been? Honestly I lost count but it doesnt matter. Today i realised I moved on. When you are unhappy for a very long time, so long that you forgotten what everyhting else feels like you lose many of your senses. I m not happy, but for the first time i am not sad. I can just chill playing games, going for a walk, meet new poeple, see myself in the mirror without looking away. Tomorrow im starting exercing, i havent dont in a very long time. Healing takes time. I lost myself in the past.