I can’t tell how many times Ive been here but i Guess i’ll never learn, it s****, it s**** that whenever i try to be s***** with My partner and he just ignore me or says he’s busy with something elss I feel like he doesnt want me anymore, I feel disgusted that I love this validation, i’m not s***** cause I want to. But because some validation and attention like how My ex partner used to treat me, thats the only way he would care aboyt me. Thats why I feel like this
I feel like I want to puke.
Making out with him was amazing
But now? It feels…weird and not like before
But i’m trying to make it better
Idk what’s going on
Idk what the f*** is wrong with me
Why do I care so much
Maybe I care because thats what i think i’m only good for
F*** idk
This doesnt make sense