i lost myself, i think this is the best way to describe what im feeling rn, its like the whole year just erased what i was before, and i cant just be the

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i lost myself, i think this is the best way to describe what im feeling rn, its like the whole year just erased what i was before, and i cant just be the same with my online friends, damn it i cant even talk properly, sure there are a few moments where i actually feel like “myself”, but mostly i feel like i was a f****** npc repeating the same s*** again and again, i dont even know who i am honestly, and i feel guilty about that, i just want to be what i was before then with them so i can be happy

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I’m not racist, but I don’t like n******.

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I’m plagued with thoughts of r*** and homocide and I don’t know how to stop it, I don’t think I can. It feels me with immense guilt, especially when the person that I’m looking at, thinking of, doesn’t even know what kind of sick and terrible things I want to do to them. It’s sick. And unfortunately those thoughts have been worsening lately. They’ve gotten so extreme that I’m afraid I’m going to give in to them soon.