I am 32 you wife & mom of 4, I send n*** pictures to a family friend and sends me comment/ complements on the via-Email in trade for vicadin. This started in 2014 and it is almost 2023. At time his comments are flattering and an ego boost and seldom worded degrading yet ti often feel slutty and dirty for doing this. He says he deletes them all once he ‘uses’ them and I guess I know he masturbates to them. Often, depending on my mood I do send s***** flirty messages to him and (don’t hate on me) but fantasize and I guess have developed a ‘crush’ on him.
Being a close family friend (22 years older than me) he and his wife visit often, holidays, BD’s…etc. and hugs are exchanged. We never hint or t Lk about our arrangement in person, though hugs sometimes last a little longer and are more ‘full body’ than appropriate from both of us.
There is nothing he has not seen from 20 different angles and way too many words have word have been typed to deny any of this.