I fainted today.
And it kinda felt pleasant.
Not having too many thoughts in my head.
The same way it feels when i have a drink,although i dont drink much in general.
Its so hard for me to not control my thoughts,or not drive myself crazy with thoughts(most of them silent) when i am conscious and it felt like a strange relief not having to control them,like giving in to something stronger than me,was eventually pleasant.
I know it must sound really sad but I just wanted to share this.
Does anyone relate?