Wisdom for myself: Never fall in love with somebody who claims they care for you, but spends all their time trying to be everything to everybody else, as if sitting still and caring for you are not enough for them. There are umpteen people in the world and one could spend their life trying to appease and impress others, and sure they may get everyone in the world to like them, but you, you who sat still were able to go deep with it, you sat around with the wellspring of love and emotions not being tapped into because you are in love with the bee that runs around building all the other bee’s walls up and never reaches the point where the wonderful honey will ever get extracted from the combs, rendering something as beautiful as love, affection, and caring wasted into the thin uninhabited air because the worker bee simply will never be there with you. They are busy trying to be everything to everyone, leaving you dry and alone as there is no honey left for you, everyone else ate it all up leaving the person you love’s vessel empty with no honey for you. Choose different next time. Someone may have all the things you desire, but if they cannot be tapped into, you might as well have been with the bee having one thing you desire, and be able to get some of the honey at least.
