I was raped when I was 13. I hated it and it's ruined my life, but now I have the strongest rape fantasy. If it happened again I'd probably kill myself,

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I was raped when I was 13. I hated it and it’s ruined my life, but now I have the strongest r*** fantasy.
If it happened again I’d probably kill myself, but I can’t stop fantasising about it.

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I don’t really have any place other to turn to than an anonymous confession site. I’m 32f, I’ve started to have fantasies about dogs and being mounted. No real place to safely talk about it, and not sure how to event process why I think about just. Just feel mostly embarrassed and alone.

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