I am an a****** because I told my ex a truth that I felt during at a time when my world was crashing down on me. I told them, that I felt trapped in an agreement with my friend because they knew of a s***** situation that I was in (Something life destroying). I betrayed this person’s trust, though at the time I was lashing out because this person broke my trust and made me feel unsafe. We have worked on that trust between us but what I said recently came to light and I realize just how destructive of a mistake I made and I can’t take it back.

I no longer feel unsafe with the agreement I have with my friend and I trust the person completely but I feel like I have completely destroyed the trust that we have rebuilt between us and I really don’t know what to do but I feel like I can’t even look in my friend’s direction.