I’m completely in love with my best friend and he can never know. He knows me makes me happy, makes me smile, laugh, gives me someone and something to look forward to every day. But, he can never know how I truly feel, I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship. Even so, I want him to know how I feel. Every time we hug, hang out, or even just text and call, I get that stupid giddy crush feeling. The one where you go all fluttery and gooey, where your heart melts in your chest. I love him, but he can never know the true love I have for him. I can’t even express how much I love him as a friend because of the stupid persona and demeanor I’ve built up for myself, someone who doesn’t share their emotions and how they feel. For now, he will just know he’s my best friend, my #1, and that I care for him. For now, he wont know how much I truly love him.