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I belong to an organization that fights against racism and they have members of all races. I’m white. The two leaders are black and white

Dude, they’re weird as f*** about race. Like they say s*** that is straight up segregationist. I wanna call it out, but it’s confusing for me emotionally. I’m like..emotionally I get why they’re so weird, but it shouldn’t cross into your actual logic and beliefs. Example..I was explaining Kanye’s current downward trajectory as psychotic mania which I also experience when I’m not medicated. We are both bipolar. Anyway, to show how extreme delusions can get I told them that during my last mania I thought every white person was a nazi. I s*** you not the white one said, “that’s how all brown and black people feel. Sorry, I don’t mean to minimize it.” Like..are you f****** insane? The fact that the other isn’t dispute it and she was described as such is very telling. The idea that an entire race is racist is insane and honestly, they both sound racist as f***. I’m going to be real with you, I’m only staying in the organization, because some work is actually beneficial and there is no alternative. But they’re f****** weird, man.

People are weird about race in general. Like scientifically speaking, there aren’t enough differences for races to even be a valid form of categorization. People are just tribalists and dislike what they view as different

I f****** hate how people can’t see individuals. Like…I am literally not the representative for millions of people, s*** a d***. This occurs in every category – race, religion, s**, and so on. People generalize.

I am hoping by not being a racist I will rub off on the leaders.

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