I've wanted to die since I was a kid. I have no aspirations, I don't want to work for anybody, I don't want to meet standards or quotas or goals. I don't

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I’ve wanted to die since I was a kid. I have no aspirations, I don’t want to work for anybody, I don’t want to meet standards or quotas or goals. I don’t hope for anything or long for anyone or yearn for any eventualities. I just want the path of least resistance until I die. It’s exhausting, frustrating, unfulfilling, and embarrassing. So instead of admitting it, I’ve always hidden it like a scar. And because I hide it, it never gets better.

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