Tonight, I went with a friend of mine to see a band she likes. It was at a sleazy, trashy bar and it was crowded. I don’t do well in crowds and as a result, I had an anxiety attack and almost bawled my eyes out. My friend took me home and I felt so awkward and scared because I didn’t know what to say or do. I feel bad because I ruined her night, but she keeps saying that she understands and it’s okay, but I don’t believe her. I don’t know what do.
