I KILLED 6 OF MY HAMSTER….. I am a devoted Christian and I killed my hamsters. My female hamsters recently gave birth, it was a planned birth because I wanted to see what colors she’s make. she gave birth to 8 kids.. She previous has 12 babies months ago, and there are still 5 kids from that liter… totaling 13 baby hamsters and 2 adults.. Their population was getting overwhelming for me.. I thought about releasing them but its winter soon, the babies would freeze to death.. I’ve posted many many times on Facebook to get the adopted but FB keeps flagging my post as selling of animals. I called shelters but no one wanted them.. I didn’t know what to do. So today,,, i put them in a HOT saucepan and watched them struggle for their lives.. I’ve had intrusive thoughts most of my life.. now they re all dead…. After, i went to check on MAMA hamster but she was suddenly also dying. I didn’t do anything to her. she was breastfeeding and then she went unconscious. I immediately felt horrible, i did some CPR for her and she is okay now. It felt like GOD was gonna punish me by taking MAMA away for what i did.. I feel really horrible.. but i couldn’t let their population out of control. I got on my knees and prayed and i wanted to tell what i did. I told my friend and now i’m leaving the message here. I have done a really horrible thing..

Please, if you have any shameful words to tell me, you can… I deserve it.
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