2:30 am… Here I am awake thinking about him. 😔 How does one make yourself fall out of love? How can I stop loving him so much? That man has my whole heart… But he has made it clear that he’ll never want me. 💔 Now, loving him just makes me feel stupid, worthless, unwanted…. But the thing is, I love him more than I love myself… I feel SAFE with him. 😓 I have not felt safe with anyone else EVER… But with him, I’m SAFE.
He’ll forever be my best friend but can someone please tell me how to not be fully in love with him. Holding onto hope that he’ll suddenly want more is not healthy. Maybe I really am unlovable and too broken. 😔