ewww you are puke green with envy have fun sucking the skinny balls of five years of my sloppy seconds.. i feel so bad for you
knowing we are dealing with such similar things.
I don’t think I’m better than you, but I know.. deep down.. you do.
I haven’t seen someone go to such great lengths to spite someone in ways they’ll never know
its like you wish you could handle things like me but because you cant you just sit and wait and pretend its a long gone issue, but you long for me. I wonder if you want me around to release the same chemicals in your brain that you’d get when I respond to your booby trap style messings. Or if you simply want to be me. Like maybe if you get my friends and family to love and accept you, i’ll be tossed aside as a bonus. and you’ll finally be able to feel as loved as you thought I was. Of course the sadness begins when you realize I wasn’t universally loved, I was just confident enough to disregard the idea of someone disliking me or what I do. And if they had the balls to say it to my face, I would just look at them as the sad little individuals they are. thinking telling me they don’t like me or what they think i am to them will ever honestly affect my opinion or truth of who I really am. It doesn’t matter who loves me or how many friends are around, I am the arbiter of own truth and you are powerless to do a thing about it. Why you wish you could is the creepiest part. its like because you are so easily shaken you wont stop until I break too or you learn how to be strong and get over whatever pain you felt in your regular little life. good luck heffy.