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I’m physically attracted to girls 18-20. That was fine when I was younger but I am now 28 and the older I get, the more it’s looked down upon to be messing with girls that age. I can barely hold a relationship for more than 3-5 years for this reason. I find somebody in that range and they grow out of it. I know physical attraction isn’t all there is to a relationship but I still feel to young to be making compromises.

It doesn’t help that my fiance brought her 18-19 year old sister to live with us for about a year and I grew an emotional connection to her. And hell she looks very similar to my fiance. She has expressed interest in me as well but doesnt want to hurt my fiance. We ended up drinking together one night laying in bed making out. Nobody has found out but I cant stop thinking about her. This has caused massive amounts of depression, tense relationships between us all, and I morn every time the sister ends up talking to somebody else. I know I shouldn’t but those are my feelings. The logical part of me knows whats right and best but I still feel like s***.

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When Santa came on Christmas he would give me extra present if I didn’t tell anyone he kisses my who who. He let on to his d0ng while kissing me for a new pair of pink shoes with lights. I write letters to Santa and asked for what I wanted the special present to be. Santa said it will take longer k!sses to be good enough for that big of gift. I looked forward to being s&cked l1cked and k!ssed more than the presents when I was 10 but by then I knew it was my Moms Dad on holidays dressed as Santa, the Easter bunny, Uncle Sam, a clown at my birthday party and a Pilgrim. I asked mom if I could spend a weekend with Pawpa and Mema, she asked if I was certain that was what I wanted to do. Mema said I’ll teach her Appalachian cookin but I spent most of the time with Pawpa building bird houses and fishing. He did his kissing like before with a new trick, pushing his d0ng into my who who a ways he squirted inside me every night. I begged to stay with them as often as I could, after a couple years we progressed to full penetration. Mom made me go on the pill before I turned 13 saying she knew what I was doing to her daddy and she knew it felt to good to stop. She just didn’t to see me with a baby like she had at my age.

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When Santa came on Christmas he would give me extra present if I didn’t tell anyone he kisses my who who. He let on to his d0ng while kissing me for a new pair of pink shoes with lights. I write letters to Santa and asked for what I wanted the special present to be. Santa said it will take longer k!sses to be good enough for that big of gift. I looked forward to being s&cked l1cked and k!ssed more than the presents when I was 10 but by then I knew it was my Moms Dad on holidays dressed as Santa, the Easter bunny, Uncle Sam, a clown at my birthday party and a Pilgrim. I asked mom if I could spend a weekend with Pawpa and Mema, she asked if I was certain that was what I wanted to do. Mema said I’ll teach her Appalachian cookin but I spent most of the time with Pawpa building bird houses and fishing. He did his kissing like before with a new trick, pushing his d0ng into my who who a ways he squirted inside me every night. I begged to stay with them as often as I could, after a couple years we progressed to full penetration. Mom made me go on the pill before I turned 13 saying she knew what I was doing to her daddy and she knew it felt to good to stop. She just didn’t to see me with a baby like she had at my age.

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