I never expected to do anything with another guy but my brother in law changed that. It started when he would drop by for a guys night when my had to be out of town overnight. It escalated from joking around to watching p*** to jerking off together and skinny dipping in our pool. The day came that when I hit the shower after the pool he followed me into the shower and I was nervous but admittedly curious. Next thing i knew his hands were all over me and his tongue might as well have been down my throat. It caught me off guard but was also exciting and I wont lie and claim I tried to fight it off. Not like I resisted when I was gently pushed to my knees. After that every time he came over I spent the majority of the time with his c*** in my mouth while jerking myself off. Not like he was reciprocating but not like I was complaining. Eventually there was the occasional quick car meeting because he wanted his c*** sucked and I wanted to s*** it. I was very hesitant and reluctant but the day came when he fucked me in the a** for the first time. In my marital bed. And god help me I learned to love it. Too much. Too many risks taken. It caught up with us the morning their mother (my mother in law) apparently was suspicious and snuck in a carelessly unlocked back door and walks in to see her own son balls deep iner her own son in law’s a** when her daughter is gone. He seemed even more upset than I was and it was obviously bad enough for me to be caught by my own mother in law with a c*** in my a** and clearly enjoying it. Not convinced for my side that it being my brother in law made it any worse from my perspective. We froze and once she manag3d to speak she simply said that we all needed to talk but that for the moment it qas stayinf between us because she did not want her daughter losing both her husband and her brother to this. Dreading this conversation it is like a bomb hanging over my head.