My SO has been p****** me off more than usual lately. I feel like I can never be 100% that I want to be with him anymore. He’s reasonably a good person but also difficult and childish. I wonder if I could afford to not be with him if I’d leave, but I can’t afford to be single and splitting up would be so much trouble. I know I’m not perfect either so then I feel bad for being disappointed in him. He’s good in a lot of ways but annoys me. But thinking of not being with him makes me feel sad and lost. My parents never maintained healthy relationships, so maybe I just don’t know what it’s supposed to be like. I’m so tired of feeling so uncertain about what I want.