Not on that suicidal shit but I actually don't want to live anymore. It's not like I want to jump of a building or shoot myself,like I said I'm not going

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Not on that suicidal s*** but I actually don’t want to live anymore. It’s not like I want to jump of a building or shoot myself,like I said I’m not going to kill myself voluntarily but at the same time I won’t mind if I were to get in a car accident or if a shootout were to happen and I get shot. Y’all understand?

It’s also a less burden to my family knowing that I died in an accident and not suicide. I also have a 5 year old brother and I always breakdown imagining him asking “where’s big sister” if I’m gone. He’s my only reason to live.

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I have just spent half an hour chatting to the new girl renting next door.
She a 25 year old primary school teacher, boring I hear you say…… no not at all, I was naked and so was she! It’s just so hot that nobody seems to care about what we used to call ‘common decency’, it’s all forgotten.
Lovely t*** Laura, fabulous b** Laura.

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My mother was a witch.

After she died, I went through an the boxes in the basement.

Found books of rituals and spells with dried candle wax melted all over them. Small dolls made of straw and scraps of fabric.

Many years earlier, before she died, my grandmother told me that my mother practiced witchcraft. My sister said it was the dementia taking, but I saw the look on my grandmother’s face. It was not dementia.