I also feel the same way- I only know pain. Shame, embarrassment . I don’t have a clue about truth of the pleasure of s** .
I’ve just had amazing sᴇx with my fiancé. I didn’t tell him but I imagined that he was my brother (even though I’m an only child). We changed several positions. I was so ʜᴏʀɴʏ, I even let him ᴄᴜᴍ inside. Hopefully I won’t get pregnant.
28 F
My peene doesn’t get real hard. I have an extender sleeve to firm it for insertion. Works, last long time too.