i tired of this life and espically of my brother he thinks he can get away with it and it makes me said noone can do anything about it. he lashes out at he hitting me. His outburst scare me and he still ask why i avoid him. he bothers me and when i tell him to stop its like i unleash a beast from its cave. He busted open my locked door and punched me i just stayed on the floor any cried. noone is home when he does this but whats the point if he will just hit anyone who trys and stop them i would rather my mom not be home to see this i dont want her to get hurt trying to stop him. i wish i could call the cops but i know it would hurt this family. this is why i want to go to college already to get away from him. Ive had suicidal thought becausei cant take it anymore. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that i will be off at college soon ill be a junior this upcoming year.