Death to me is one of the scariest things I like to believe that we are reborn and that if I die I with live again but I don’t know that I’m afraid that if I die it will only be dark and nothing and even if I am reborn I will forget everything I was everything I am and that almost feels worse than eternity in nothing my life is hell right now and has been for a year and a half I can’t do it anymore I want to die I want to kill myself but I can’t I won’t ever be able to but I don’t wanna live anymore because if death wasn’t so scary I would have killed myself already