I like to harm myself at first i did it to get attention among my peers because i was craving it at the time but then it evolved to using it to relieve emotional distress and then it became something i do to be able to feel anything other than feeling nothing but then when i looked at them more closely i liked the way they looked during the healing process i never really cut it deeply but i use a gillette blade and i just kinda run it through making uneven cuts and making some deeper than the others and sometime slicing the same wound two or three times i just kinda like it i like it when it bled but don’t like it when it gets puffy or itchy but after that they turn into beautiful pink colors of slash like drawings and i like how it stays there for about a week or two i don’t do it as often now but i really had an addiction to cutting myself for self validation