Have gone both ways but usually like my s** gay. Not a lifestyl3 for me it is simply how I usually want my s** to go. Just as well bc I seem to attract men easily but not so much an appeal to women. A male friend for years who knows this about me kept dropping hints and was curious so I gave him a shot. Was supposed to just be a thing of dude just close your eyes and experience an incredible b*******. Figured it was just a one off bc he had to be moderately drunk to do it. Naturally he qas weird and evasive after for days but made him realize it was just an experiment for him. Until several weeks later when we were just hanging out and he could not even bring himself to ask for it again. It became a routine thing for months. Just getting his c*** sucked. Then he was asking me to be naked while I did it. Then naked and jerking off while I sucked him. Flash forward and as he is about to c** he blurts out that he wants to f*** my a**. Then he got weird again until the next time he wanted a b*******. I rolled the dice and told him he was welcome to spend the night if he really wanted to f*** me. Told him that he needed to stop worrying and no talking was necessary. He finally let himself do it and he really took to it. The overnight turned into a weekend of him getting his brains sucked out and him f****** my brains out. Been nearly two years and every couple of weeks he is missionary f****** me with his tongue down my throat and c****** his brains out with my arms and legs around him comforting him and telling him it is ok as he starts crying with his half hard c*** still in me and crying that he is not gay does not want to be gay cannot handle being gay but soon enough he is balls deep in my mouth or a** c****** helplessly again. There is nothing as demoralizing as giving someone the best s** of their life then having them emotionally melt down crying before their c*** has even gone limp inside you.