My confession is that I talk to older boys who I know are using me, because it’s the only thing I feel validation for. I never really get it that much from the boys in my school, and I have done bad things and I have been so disrespectful towards my self. I have shared things I shouldn’t and sent things I shouldn’t. They are the only people who make me feel like I’m worthy or attention, but it also destroys me at the same time, and it hurts me so much when they ask the questions they ask me, but it heals me at the same time. It’s a an addiction and I can’t stop even though I want to.