For the ‘grandfather who raped me’ post,I thought I was the only one.

I was also a victim of child s***** abuse and it’s wired something in my mind. Im an adult now and I enjoy watching r*** p***. It’s sick but its just how it is. I also fantasize myself getting abuse,raped,hit,hair being pulled across the room.

It’s the things that happened to me when I was a child. I don’t even want to get psychology help for it because how do I even explain this kind of s***?

Honestly after reading your post I relaxed a little knowing someone is in the same situation as me.