My mom couldn’t take care of all 7 of her kids due to an issue. My only sister had to take care of the 2 youngest kids(me & my bro) for those 3 years along with my addict brother(he’s better now)… I knew that even if I did as told, my brother was always the one she loved/cherished more. She raised us the same in those three years, but now that I’m older I realize that she raised us the way my mom would’ve raised us… I’m the spoiled one now and my brother is the “less loved one” because he’s always trying to fight, consciously or not he ALWAYS wants to argue. Ex: I SLIGHTLY touch his plate & he doesn’t want it anymore cause it has germs & the only things he does are playing his PlayStation, phone (Apex, CoD, reading manga, anime, yt) and the occasional helping around the house ONCE a week. I’ve been feeling like the older one- especially since I learned how to apologize, but lately he’s been influencing me a lot and I’ve been cursing day in and out. The few things stopping me from ignoring him completely are my mom and the pets around the house(he’s above the age of consent and doesn’t work due our living situation )